Because I haven't been taking care of myself.
I haven't eaten yet. I haven't had my coffee. I'm exhausted. I’m distracted.
Because I'm mad at my partner. I feel like I’m doing it all alone.
He is gone 18 hours some days.
Because I need to poop. Because I can’t stand how dirty I let the house become. Because I’m mad at myself. Because I need a little space, or to be completely alone, or to simply not be touched for 5 minutes.